I’m ok btw. I’m not too scared even though again it could have happened to me. It’s something different than being insensitive. Of course I’m sad. But I’m not sure if it’s a good thing to be sadder about deaths simply because it happened at 15 minutes by car rather than in another country. I’m as sad as when I hear bad things at the news everyday. Maybe I’m wrong.
I’m not too scared either by how anti muslim sentiments will grow again. I believe everything will go allright in the end and it’s useless worrying. And at least now I can tell myself that’s why I can’t find a job and just play Yoru no Nai Kuni. Just kidding.